Wow, I can't believe this is the final week of the term. Unbelieveable that exactly 1 year ago was just another high school dropout just staying at home with my kids. This is so surreal! I can remember in Jr. High and high school, not being able to focas because of my ADD. I refused (and still refuse) to take medication for it. just goes to show what you can do if you really put forth the effort and determination. I am so proud of myself for my acheivements. I have to say though, This has been the most stressful term yet. Hopefully everything will settle down after the holidays. I would like to wish everyone out there the very happiest of holidays, and a Merry Christmas, and also Good luck to everyone next term. I have enjoyed my professors and my fellow students.

I am really hating all the snow we are getting here. It is so cold, my kids are staying sick, and can't really go anywhere. I am having to leave an hour early just to get to work which is only a 10 minute drive from my house. Not cause I can't drive but because of all the wrecks and I really don't trust the other drivers out there. People can act really stupid when there is snow on the ground. On a brighter note. I am almost finished with my final assignments. I guess one good out come I have an excuse to call in work it I really can't get out and it gives me more time to work on my assignments. Just about done with my christmas shopping also. I can't wait til christmas, just so I can see the look on my girls faces christmas morning. I took the girls to see Santa yesterday and Ash asked for the unicorn pillow pet and Anna just asked for candy lol. They are so silly.  

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been really stressful. My 2yr old has been in the hospital. Nothing serious thank goodness. Now I am trying to get all caught up on everything. I am working so hard an 50 million things to be caught up or at least it feels like it. lol. Of course trying to get ready for Christmas is even more of a strain lol. I will feel so much better when the holidays are over. On the other hand I can't wait till christmas cause I get no school, no work, I will be in North Carolina to see my mom, who I miss so much. I am Off work tomorrow so I should be able to catch up on at least 90% of all my classes so yay to that.

I got a call the other day from my financial advisor reguarding my funding. Apparently my student loans have run out and now I don't know where to turn for more funding. I feel like I have come so far and now I don't know what to do. If anyone knows a good place where I can get some more student loans please let me know!!! I am so stressed. I really don't want to not be able to coninue. I want so bad to finish school. I'm so scared that They will cancel my enrollment. Any advice would be appriciated!!!!

Trying to get caught up

This week is so crazy, I am working my but off in school and at home trying to get everything done for the holidays. My job is keeping my so busy it's hard to stay on track. People are taking time off so that means I am pulling more double shifts. I feel like I am starting to fall behind a little. I have most of my assignments wrote down and completed but it's finding the time to sit down and type them out is the problem. I find my self working on homework at work lol. Hopefully I can sit down after I eat Thursday night and get everything done. I really hope so anyway.

So much to do, so little time

   It's that wonderful time of the term when I must do my midterm for anatomy and phisiology. I am so dreading this. I know this week when I am not at work I will be commiting my time to studying. Hopefully if I get this down enough then I can spend some time on my comp paper on fetal alcohol syndrome. I Found all kinds of really good sources for my paper. I just need to get a good start on it. I had so many side notes I need to sit down and get everything in order lol. So much to do!! 
   On a different note, We got through the birthday and the party, thank goodness it's over. I spent way more than I wanted to on this party but at least my baby had some fun. That is all that matters. Of course I think tonight I am going to take a well deserved time out and hang out with some friends. I feel like I never have time for anyone anymore, with school, work, and of course my family. I think everyone deserves a break every now and again and tonight is my night.

Ready for this week to be over

Thursday was my big baby's 7th birthday. She makes me feel old sometimes lol. Sunday is her birthday party and I am so dreading that. My mother in law passed away a few weeks ago so this will be th first birthday without maw maw. I know it is gonna be hard on Ashlynn. She is like her daddy and tries mot to let me know how bad it gets to her, but mommy knows. On a brighter note, I got a good start on a project for a & p and all at once I got stuck lol. I know I will get it. I just need a day or two to relax and focus and a fresh view on it. that always helps me.